After All

am i not enough?

do i have to do more?

too busy to care

too close for comfort

abuse, betrayal, lies

hey, big bad wolf

look me in the eye

colors of autumn

painted the sky

as the sun sighed

and said goodnight

up all night

emotions running wild

my whole body shaking

heart hurting and tired

i have tried so hard

to make you happy

but you never cared

to see me at all

then i find out that

you gave all your energy

to someone else before

maybe one day

i can wake up fine

content to be alone

realize that i don't need you

after all.